Life has taken an extraordinary turn for me, and I just realize the more I try to fight it, the worst I become. Should I just let this change eat me up gently, or let it tear me into pieces like a beast? I really do not know, but I guess only time will tell what will become of me, in this world full of uncertainty, where death is a mystery and birth a beginning of an adventure. Unplanned moments are always better than the planned ones.
The worst pain in life is when someone you KNOW turns into someone you KNEW... I guess too many of this incidence happening just proves to me how weak I was in the past, allowing others to take advantage of me and I still thought I was strong and smart. Till now I realize how foolish I was. People just keep hurting me. And I just can’t stand being hurt anymore. Physically I can’t fight any battles and I am ever ready getting any bones broken, but inside, I can’t hold it in much longer.
Sometimes in this world the one who will love you the way you want to be loved, is the one you didn't take a chance on and you will never know what you missed, and sometimes you just have to forget about someone in your past because of a very simple reason & it's because they simply don't belong in your future.
When I was a nobody and I had nothing you all laughed at me, mocked me, and teased me. Now you all want me and need me.. Just fuck off. Stop these entire pretenses. I have had enough of it!!!
ps: bby, i would never ever want to let you go, i would CHERISH you forever, don't go breaking my heart falling into the arms of another:/ the rest was just a game a form of revenge on my part...
The worst pain in life is when someone you KNOW turns into someone you KNEW... I guess too many of this incidence happening just proves to me how weak I was in the past, allowing others to take advantage of me and I still thought I was strong and smart. Till now I realize how foolish I was. People just keep hurting me. And I just can’t stand being hurt anymore. Physically I can’t fight any battles and I am ever ready getting any bones broken, but inside, I can’t hold it in much longer.
Sometimes in this world the one who will love you the way you want to be loved, is the one you didn't take a chance on and you will never know what you missed, and sometimes you just have to forget about someone in your past because of a very simple reason & it's because they simply don't belong in your future.
When I was a nobody and I had nothing you all laughed at me, mocked me, and teased me. Now you all want me and need me.. Just fuck off. Stop these entire pretenses. I have had enough of it!!!
ps: bby, i would never ever want to let you go, i would CHERISH you forever, don't go breaking my heart falling into the arms of another:/ the rest was just a game a form of revenge on my part...
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