23.11.11 11/23/2011 12:26:00 AM
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i cant be selfish. i love you so much but what if one day i have to leave you and it is not my choice. the words to express how i feel now is limited. the amount of vocabulary i know of is not sufficient to express the weight of it.
i cannot hold you back when there is so much you want to do. i can't shelter you because you need to fall to learn like how i did. not because i want you to feel the pain, but we both are alike, unless something severe happens, we both will never learn the lesson...
i am able to forgo the world, the rest of those going after me, but it is not possible for you. i knew right at that instant when i met you it all has to stop, but you still needed time.
would you be there for me if i fell, if i needed you.. i would always be there for you, but i need someone to be there for me too. but i dont think you can be that person. i want to protect you but at the expense of hurting myself.
i love you because you are beautiful the way you are. not because of your looks, because beneath that make up lies a frail lil girl with no confidence, no self esteem. i want you to be more than that because you are more than that.
u have no idea what the other guys want from you. if they are true to you, i will be happy for you but all those useless jerks and mother fuckers who are manipulated by me?
fuck it no one will understand. a secret i got to keep which is so painful
i cannot hold you back when there is so much you want to do. i can't shelter you because you need to fall to learn like how i did. not because i want you to feel the pain, but we both are alike, unless something severe happens, we both will never learn the lesson...
i am able to forgo the world, the rest of those going after me, but it is not possible for you. i knew right at that instant when i met you it all has to stop, but you still needed time.
would you be there for me if i fell, if i needed you.. i would always be there for you, but i need someone to be there for me too. but i dont think you can be that person. i want to protect you but at the expense of hurting myself.
i love you because you are beautiful the way you are. not because of your looks, because beneath that make up lies a frail lil girl with no confidence, no self esteem. i want you to be more than that because you are more than that.
u have no idea what the other guys want from you. if they are true to you, i will be happy for you but all those useless jerks and mother fuckers who are manipulated by me?
fuck it no one will understand. a secret i got to keep which is so painful
The kind of person who enjoys good music more than you can imagine..